Chapter 68
Chapter 68
BathumpBathump.
I could hear the sound of our heartbeat resounding inside my ears. Even though our body wasnt warm at all, I didnt know why it felt so hot.
I didnt know what to do.
It was the first time for me to be speechless like this. Theres something strange in this situation. Because he normally listened to me a lot more than this!!
What are you talking about!!? Let go of me!
Shiwa, do you love me?
Cant you give me a time to think!?
How long is that?
That
The grieving in his voice was what causing my mind to be shaken. Well, I didnt even know what I felt right now? Was I happy, confuse, or excited?
He was always a little boy in my eyes even when he was a stubborn person who didnt like to listen to anyone. Though, he was a quiet man in outward appearance
But I liked to think he was a child in a mans body.
But why did I feelthat he wasnt the same Luler whom I had always known.
I dont know! I couldnt think straight because of your eyes!
Why dont you have the answer yet? You have ten years to think, you know.
What!? Think about what!
I tried to retort back but I had to swallow all the words down to my throat.
Because?
Thats because my lips were sealed by him. Its just like his kiss was pushing my mind to fly away to a faraway place. Our fingers were intertwining as we deepen our kiss. My mind must have dropped somewhere along this kiss because I couldnt control myself anymore.
You should give in. Shiwa, you love me. The smile on his face was as if he was the winning one in the end.
Humph! Dont get carried away.
UmmIm infatuated with you too.
UrgEnough of thatFine, I give in.
Give in about what, Shiwa?
Luler tilted his head a little and looking at me with a pair of innocent eyes. Why did you act just like a sheep when you were the one who straddling me like this!? Your acting was awful, you know!
I like you. Is this enough for you? I averted my eyes away from him. I could guess that my face must be brushing very hard right now. Damn itI didnt really want anyone to see me in this state!
Like? Is it only that?
Y-you! Alright! I love you! That should be enough, right!?
Fufu, Shiwas face is so red.
He used the tip of his finger to lightly caress my left cheek. He was having fun corner me like this. When I thought like this, it was really making me angry!
If you already have the answer then let go of me! I want to go back to my room.
No.
What?
I wont let you go back.
He was being an immature child again. I used my hands to push him away, but it wouldnt budge at all. He even pressed my shoulders close to the bed even more! I could only pray he wouldnt be serious about those thing, right?
Luler, I think we should take a break for a moment.
Shiwa
What?
I want to have a child.
What!!! What are you talking about!!? We have just turned..!!
Sixteen years old, I know, but I want to have it before I cant anymore.
Urg
You shouldnt use a sad voice like thatbecause it would make mesoft-hearted
I have already told you when you are with me, dont speak about the death.
Umm
Also, your condition was changing for the better. Maybe you will heal in no time!
Shiwa
What is it again!? Dont be clingy and let me goKya!
My right hand was snatched from me as he lightly kissed at the back of my hand with a pair of eyes filled with desire. It made my heart a little shaken.
I cant do it, really?
What is it?
I love you.
Enough of that.
I love you very much.
Our face was separated by an inch apart right now.
I didnt even know when his face got so close to me.