Chapter 122: More than just a killer
Chapter 122: More than just a killer
The world around me slowly came back into focus, the vivid memory of the past slipping away like sand through my fingers. My heart pounded in my chest, each beat echoing with the weight of my newfound knowledge. I wasn't just anyone.
I was their leader a thief, a murderer, a queen. The realization settled over me like a heavy shroud, suffocating and relentless. How could I go on fighting, knowing who I had been? What I had done?
The monstrous figure before me still loomed, its grotesque form a terrifying contrast to the person I had been. I couldn't muster the strength to lift my blade, let alone confront the creature. My limbs felt heavy, weighed down by guilt and confusion.
The thought of continuing this fight, of possibly killing another living being, made me sick to my core.
The monster sneered, sensing my hesitation. "What's the matter, boss?" it taunted, its voice a guttural rasp. "Too weak to finish what you started?"
I took a step back, my resolve crumbling. I couldn't do this. Not anymore. I wanted to run, to disappear and leave all of this behind. The weight of my past was too much to bear. How could I be expected to fight, to lead, when I could barely face myself?
But then, in the corner of my vision, I saw Seraphina.
Her eyes were locked on the monster, blazing with a fury I had rarely seen. There was no hesitation in her stance, no doubt in her movements. She stepped forward, her white hair flowing behind her like a banner of war, her expression fierce and determined.
"Elara, get back," she commanded, her voice cutting through the fog of my thoughts.
I opened my mouth to protest, to tell her that I couldn't go on, but the words caught in my throat. Seraphina wasn't waiting for my response. She was already moving, her hand glowing with the telltale light of her magic.
"Seraphina, don't—" I started, but it was too late.
She launched herself at the monster with a ferocity that took my breath away. Her flames roared to life, burning bright and hot, a stark contrast to the icy dread that had settled in my stomach.
Seraphina's magic was beautiful and terrifying all at once, a testament to her strength and power. She was relentless, striking at the creature with precision and force, each blow landing with a fiery explosion.
The monster roared in pain, its grotesque form twisting and writhing under Seraphina's onslaught. It lashed out, swinging its massive claws in a desperate attempt to fend her off, but Seraphina was too quick, dodging each attack with fluid grace. She was a force of nature, her magic a whirlwind of flame and fury that consumed everything in its path.
I watched, frozen in place, as Seraphina fought. She was breathtaking strong, fearless, everything I had once been but couldn't find in myself now.
I wanted to help her, to stand by her side and fight, but I couldn't shake the fear that had taken hold of me. What if I slipped back into who I had been? What if I became that person again?
But Seraphina didn't seem to care about any of that. She didn't hesitate, didn't falter. It was as if the past didn't matter to her, as if the only thing that mattered was the present the battle, the fight to protect what we held dear.
The monster howled in rage, its attacks growing more frantic as Seraphina's magic seared its flesh. It was powerful, but Seraphina was stronger, her will unbreakable. She drove the creature back with each strike, her flames burning brighter and hotter with every passing moment.
"Seraphina, please!" I shouted, my voice trembling with a mix of fear and desperation. "You don't have to do this alone!"
But she didn't listen. Or maybe she did, and she just didn't care. Seraphina was in her element, her every movement purposeful, her every attack a calculated strike. She was a warrior through and through, and in that moment, I realized just how much she meant to me— ow much I needed her.
The monster let out one final, earth-shaking roar, its form shuddering under the relentless assault. Seraphina didn't let up, her flames consuming it entirely, until there was nothing left but a charred, smoking husk. The creature collapsed to the ground, defeated at last, its twisted form slowly disintegrating into ash.
For a moment, there was silence. The air was thick with the smell of smoke and burnt flesh, the ground beneath us scorched black by Seraphina's flames. I stared at the spot where the monster had been, my mind struggling to process what had just happened.
Seraphina stood there, her chest heaving with exertion, her hands still glowing with residual magic. She turned to look at me, her eyes searching mine, and I saw something there that I hadn't expected concern. Not for herself, but for me.
"Elara..." she said softly, taking a step toward me.
I couldn't take it anymore. The weight of everything the memories, the guilt, the fear it all came crashing down on me at once. My legs gave out, and I fell to my knees, my head spinning.
"Why?" I whispered, barely able to get the words out. "Why did you do it? Why did you make me... this?"
Seraphina's expression softened, and she knelt beside me, her hand reaching out to touch my shoulder. "Elara, I—"
"Don't!" I snapped, shrugging her hand away. "Don't touch me!"
She flinched at the harshness of my tone, but she didn't pull back. Instead, she stayed there, her gaze unwavering, her presence a steady anchor in the storm of emotions that threatened to overwhelm me.
"I remember everything now, Seraphina," I said, my voice trembling. "I remember who I was, what I did. And you... you were a part of it. You were the one who made me into... becoming a queen."
Seraphina's eyes darkened with regret, but she didn't try to deny it. "Yes, Elara. I was."
I clenched my fists, my nails digging into my palms as I fought to keep my emotions in check. "Why, Seraphina? Why would you do that to me? Why would you make me a thief, a murderer... your queen?"
Seraphina took a deep breath, her gaze dropping to the ground. "Because I needed you, Elara. I needed someone strong, someone who could stand by my side and help me protect what was ours. And when I found you... I saw that strength in you. I saw someone who could be more than just a thief, more than just a killer."
Her words stung, but they also made a twisted kind of sense. I had been strong, ruthless even. I had been everything she needed me to be. But at what cost?
"But I'm a monster," I said, my voice barely above a whisper.
Seraphina shook her head, her expression pained. "No, Elara. You were never a monster. You were always so much more than that. And I... I was too blind to see it."
Her words cut through me like a knife, and for a moment, I didn't know what to say. The anger and confusion roiled within me, but beneath it all, there was a flicker of something else something that felt suspiciously like hope.
Hope that maybe, just maybe, there was a way out of this. That maybe I wasn't doomed to repeat the mistakes of my past. That maybe, despite everything, there was still a chance for me to be something more than the sum of my worst memories.
But before I could respond, the ground beneath us trembled, and a faint rumble echoed through the air. The remnants of the monster's body began to shift, the ash swirling into the air as if drawn by some unseen force.
Seraphina tensed, her eyes narrowing as she watched the phenomenon unfold. "What's happening?" she asked, her voice laced with concern.
I didn't have an answer. All I knew was that whatever was coming, it wasn't over. Not by a long shot.
The ashes swirled faster and faster, coalescing into a dark, swirling mass. The energy crackled in the air, and I could feel the hair on the back of my neck stand on end. Something was forming something dark and powerful.
Before I could react, the mass exploded outward, and a massive figure emerged from the darkness. It was the monster, but it was different now larger, more twisted, its form brimming with dark energy. It had evolved into something even more monstrous, something that defied explanation.
Seraphina stepped in front of me, her magic flaring to life once more, ready to defend us against this new threat. But as the creature fixed its glowing eyes on me, I couldn't shake the feeling that this was only the beginning.
The monster's voice echoed through the air, low and menacing, as it stared me down. "Stop with the flirting, Am I not there?" it asked, the words sending a chill down my spine.
I stared at it, my heart pounding in my chest, as the truth of its words sank in. This wasn't just any enemy. This was a part of my past a part of me. And now, that past had come back to haunt me, demanding answers that I wasn't sure I was ready to give.