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Chapter 54
Chapter 54
The flame magic of the dolls hasnt reached me yet Because Kajero protected me.
He moved forward without any regard for his own safety, and was now
Engulfed in flames.
His black hat was already turned to ashes, and yet, (Young lady, please run away) instead of caring for himself, he said this.
His voice was pained.
It was my fault that hes being cornered Because I moved too carelessly. Because I went out of the fortress without thinking.
Brother Tourus said I should just look at it from the conference room I shouldnt have done anything.
I was trapped by my own self-consciousness, afraid of losing my own identity.
I was driven by unfounded self-confidence, telling myself that I can handle this much And as a result, Kajero was on the verge of disappearing.
The price of my foolishness, is that I may forever bear the burden of being the one that made Kajero disappear.
I refuse.
Im aware that Im being selfish. Like a child desperately saying dada over and over again.
But
I refuse.
I dont want to see this.
And then At the moment those thoughts completely filled my head A pain bigger than any I ever felt before assaulted me.
! I couldnt speak. A beastlike scream was escaping my mouth instead.
The pain was as if my whole brain had exploded. Or if tens of thousands needles were thrust inside my eyes, nose and mouth.
My visibility sparked. My cranial nerves were burnt.
In a pure white flash, things up to today passed through my head like a fast-forwarding film.
Els appearing much earlier than in the original, together with the first contact with the Earl.
Studying abroad in Malgaroid.
The encounters with Phillka and Feria.
A confrontation with an assassin and then with the Sage.
The loss of the doll magic.
Dads disappearance and the return to the Wisp territory.
There were many things Too many.
Ive been persevering for a long time I have been pretending to be strong-willed, but Im at my limit. I dont have the strength to fight back against this much aggression.
Where did I make a mistake?
Back when I regained the memories of my past life, I was more hopeful. I had the advantage of knowing the original.
I tried to avoid falling to ruin by making use of it.
But as a result of trying to change the future Major incidents that were not in the original happened one after another, and my peace was taken away.
Even if I had the tremendous power of doll magic Or rather, because of it, many troublesome things were attracted to me.
It wasnt supposed to be like this.
It wasnt supposed To be like this at all.
Then, you should just rewrite it.
Suddenly, I heard a voice.
Isnt this just a doll show? If you dont like it, why not rewrite the storyline? *
You can do that. Its allowed.
Because originally, it came from outside this world. **
This voice is
Its coming from the inside of my heart.
It is None other than my own voice.
***
Regain consciousness.
Open your eyes.
Accept what is happening in front of you.
Kajero is on fire, he is about to be disappear.
I refuse to accept it.
I swung my right arm, tearing off the causal thread of death entwined with Kajero.
I understand it now. Everyone, all things in nature Kneel.
Prostrate. Beg for forgiveness.
Everything will be as I want it. Things will go my way.
This is the true doll magic.
I rose my left hand. Thousands of magical fires disappeared in an instant.
Its easy, I just have to weave the fabric of destiny and refuse to let it go in a way that I dont want to.
What!? The doll knight gave a started cry as he fell in front of my feet.
It is irrelevant, I dont even remember his name anymore.
Theres no mercy to be given to those that gnash their teeth to me. You did not exist in my story from the beginning. That is how its supposed to be.
I reached for the doll knight with the blue muffler. Ill remove the unnecessary pieces from the board. Get rid of the extra actors on the stage.
But before my finger arrived
Oh dear, arent you quite the child, Alty? Youre adorable when flailing around, but right now youre stepping into something bad. That was My brothers voice. He was gently patting my head as he said this.
Suddenly I returned to myself.
My consciousness became clear, as if the light was turned on in a room that was pitch black.
Just What was I doing a small while ago?
The thread of cause and effect? The true doll magic? I could no longer understand what I took for granted until a few seconds ago. It was as if I had forgotten it.
You might be confused, but Id prefer if you let it end like this. Just like the vague endings of ghost stories.
Dont pursue or think about it, Alty. Doll magic is more dangerous than you think.
So, Ill take over from here onwards. As brother Tourus finished saying that, he stepped forward. Standing in front of me, as if to protect me.
*Translators Note: Doll and Puppet use the same word in Japanese. The normal word for this in English would be Puppet Show, but I figured it was important to use the word Doll in this context, due to Altireas magic being Doll Magic.
**Translators Note: Japanese is a language that works a lot with implying things. A lot of things should be understood from context instead of being explicitly said In this context, what it is isnt very clear. It can mean that the story is originally from a different world, or that Altirea is the one that came from a different world.