Chapter 54? 054
Chapter 54? 054
Life is sometimes terrible unfeeling.
There are only two ways to go between life and death, but only one day later, one way becomes a train of thought.
The doctor told Tan Mo that he might have spent his entire life in a wheelchair.
He couldn't stand up, couldn't become a normal person in the eyes of other people, and couldn't make Qiao Lan get rid of the suspicion of being "cannibalized". Now he no longer has the right to choose.
Destiny leaves him only one thing he can do.
That is to leave Qiao Lan.
Stay away from her, don't let anyone see Qiao Lan have a little relationship with him.
At this moment, Tan Mo felt that his heart was so painful that he couldn't feel it.
Qiao Lan buzzed and shook for a moment, Tan Mo lowered her head, and saw Qiao Lan's WeChat message. She asked him if he is better today and whether he can come to school tomorrow.
Why bother with him? Because of him, he has been slandered like that. Why do you insist on doing so?
Sometimes Tan Mo really wished Qiao Lan could be a little bit selfish and a little less kind.
He will not be able to go to school tomorrow, nor the day after tomorrow, maybe every day in the future, he will never go again.
After a long time, Tan Mo replied to Qiao Lan's WeChat and told her that she would not be coming this week.
"Why?" Qiao Lan's call came as scheduled, "Is it so serious this time?"
"Yeah," Tan Mo said, "very serious."
There was silence for a long time, and he said, "Tan Mo, go to the hospital for an examination. I'll accompany you on the weekend, okay."
Tan Mo closed his eyes, his hand holding the phone was a little unstable, he called Qiao Lan suddenly, and Qiao Lan asked him softly what was wrong.
"in case......"
Tan Mo suppressed the painful emotions and said in a dumb voice, "I said if, if I go to check, the doctor told me that for a lifetime...I will never stand up..."
What would you do.
But when the words came to his lips, Tan Mo suddenly laughed at himself. Why did he ask Qiao Lan what to do if he couldn't stand up? What did this have to do with him? What did he expect Qiao Lan?
"...Nothing, I'm talking nonsense..."
Tan Mo was about to say this, but the next moment, Qiao Lan's voice had already come out of the phone.
Qiao Lan didn't know why Tan Mo suddenly said such things. After Tan Mo finished asking, she didn't even think she had spoken.
"Then I will take care of you for the rest of my life."
After talking, Qiao Lan's phone suddenly became silent.
Tan Mo held the phone in a daze. After Qiao Lan realized what she had said, she suddenly felt her ears faintly hot.
When I said something later, the two of them couldn't hear it. After hanging up the phone in a daze, Qiao Lan held the phone in a daze and squatted on the outdoor balcony outside the dormitory to dry clothes.
After Tan Mo finished asking that sentence, she blurted it out without even thinking about it.
Tan Mo asked her what to do if she couldn't stand up in the future. Her thoughts at the time were like that. If you can't stand up, you can't stand up. She will still take care of him as she does now.
But after blurting it out, Qiao Lan realized that this sentence seemed to have a different special meaning, it was just like a love sentence.
Tan Mo simply doesn't understand these, but how can Qiao Lan not understand, whether it is a man or a woman, when you blurt out, when you have thought about taking care of a person for a lifetime, what is behind it.
Qiao Lan squatted in the darkness, thinking back to why she said such words without saying a word.
But after thinking about it carefully, I have such an idea, it seems that it is not without a trace.
A long time ago, Qiao Lan thought of the traces of Tan Mo in the book, and thought that he would leave school in the second year of high school, reappear in the freshman year, and end her life in the junior year.
She didn't want Tan Mo to repeat this kind of life, and she didn't want to let a fresh life leave the world, so she always tried her best to make him feel that someone likes him and cares about him, so that he should not lose faith in life and be brave. Live.
Having known each other for more than a year, Qiao Lan regards Tan Mo as her responsibility and her most important person. She wants him to spend this high school well, and then guards him so that he can spend his college safely and safely. Time, no more tragedies.
In the future, Qiao Lan hadn't thought about it. She hadn't thought about these things specifically, but it had become like this before she knew it.
Now, I just calm down and think about it again. When she accompanies Tan Mo through the death point of her fate, after that, she can let go and let Tan Mo live on her own, or hand him over. another person?
Qiao Lan thought for a long time, and finally determined that she could not do it.
She was not at ease, she was not at ease that anyone would show up after she left, just like Song Yao in the original novel, he was pushed into the area again, and she was even more worried that she just left for a while and waited to come back again. , Will you never see him again as in the book?
So she really wanted to take care of Tan Mo and watch him live forever in peace.
Qiao Lan hadn't deliberately thought about these things, but she had planned for the future before she knew it. That's why when Tan Mo asked that, she said without thinking that she could take care of Tan Mo for a lifetime.
Thinking left and right, I didn't think there was any problem with my own ideas, but when I thought back, I still felt that these words were all problems.
Qiao Lan squatted on the balcony and texted Bai Yu after a long time.
[If someone says they want to take care of you forever, what do you mean by that? ]
Bai Yu replied instantly, a lot of "fuck" shocked Qiao Lan's eyes.
[Fuck, fuck, what do you mean by that? ]
[Who told you that? This love story is too shameful! ]
[This is more touching than I love you. If someone tells me that, I will definitely follow him! ]
Qiao Lan: ...
Qiao Lan repeatedly explained that no one said that to herself, she just wanted to ask, but after a long time, she asked Bai Yu again.
[If one day, you have this idea of ??wanting to take care of a person for the rest of your life, what does this mean? ]
[It shows that I love it! ]
Qiao Lan: ...
What a mess.
Her true age is actually three or four years older than Tan Mo, and Tan Mo is so innocent and doesn't understand anything. According to Bai Yu's statement, isn't she taking advantage of Tan Mo?
What kind of words are Bai Yu talking about?
Can't listen to.
After thinking about it, I didn't entangle it, and I didn't want to think about it anymore. Anyway, Tan Mo definitely didn't understand the ambiguity of what he said.
Tan Mo seems to have serious leg pain this time. When school is over on Friday afternoon, let's go to Tan Mo's house.
It was Friday in a blink of an eye. After the last class was over, Qiao Lan sent a message to Tan Mo asking whether he was at home or not, and she would pass if he was.
Tan Mo replied that he was outside, and after a while, he asked Qiao Lan to wait. He and Uncle Chen had something to do, and when the matter was over, he would pick her up.
After thinking about it for two seconds, Qiao Lan said hello.
Just after hesitating, she remembered all kinds of rumors in the school after she got off Chen Bo's car.
Qiao Lan actually didn't think it had much influence. The classmates were very good. Apart from Xiang Xiaohan's yin and yang, no one had said anything, and some were still scolding those outside the class who didn't know anything but had dirty thinking.
When Qiao Lan first learned about this, Qiao Lan was angry for a night of self-study, but after a sleep, she lost her breath.
No matter how much they slander her, she does well in the exam as usual, and she is still looking good now, it is considered that they are jealous.
Is it really for those people to deliberately avoid Tan Mo? Deliberately staying away from Tan Mo? In her mind, their opinions could not even match Tan Mo's hair.
So this time Uncle Chen said to pick her up, Qiao Lan only agreed for a moment, and she was not afraid of being seen.
Sometimes everyone doesn't believe you, it doesn't mean you are wrong, but they are blind.
Qiao Lan returned to the dormitory to take a piece of clothing, and only left the school gate when it was almost six o'clock, standing on the opposite side of the school and waiting for Uncle Chen to come.
But before I waited for Uncle Chen, I heard someone call her. Qiao Lan turned her head and watched for a long time before recognizing that the person sitting in the car and greeting her was the second sister Qiao.
When Sister Qiao saw Qiao Lan, Yu Guang glanced at the other two people sitting next to her, and finally heaved a sigh of relief.
She drove to the affiliated school every day for several days.
Speaking of it, I feel angry. A few days ago, the second sister of Qiao realized that Qiao Lan was not living at school because it was not convenient for her study, but Qiao's father and Qiao's mother wronged Qiao Lan for stealing money from the family and drove people out.
Thanks to her mother patted her chest and promised her that she would definitely bring Qiao Lan back.
As a result, I waited and waited, but did not wait for Qiao Lan.
Fortunately, Qiao Lan's photo was really amazing. After seeing Qiao Lan's photo, the prospective son-in-law, who had no patience, not only changed his mind and said that he would wait a few more days.
After inquiring about Qiao Lan's performance in the mansion, the other party was even more satisfied, and he took the initiative to find her every day and said that he wanted to see Qiao Lan.
Sister Qiao was so happy that she urged Qiao's mother several times in a row, but she hadn't seen anyone. Later, she finally learned that Qiao Lan was beaten out by Qiao's mother.
I was so angry, so I just drove over to try my luck. I have been here several times, and I finally ran into it today.
Qiao Lan had just come out of school, still wearing school uniforms, but surrounded by boys and girls in school uniforms, Qiao Lan was still very outgoing, people could notice at a glance, and when she turned her head, she was even more amazing.
The young man sitting behind the car suddenly brightened his eyes.
Although he had seen the photos before, he had never seen a real person. He found out that Qiao Lan's performance was particularly top-notch, and he was indeed different from the rest of the Qiao family, so he looked forward to it even more.
Now I finally met the real person, unlike the younger sister Qiao, who had heavy makeup on her face and couldn't see the original facial features. The face of the girl in the distance was clean, but still stunningly beautiful.
Luo Nian finally felt that he had come several times and did not run in vain.
The second sister Qiao greeted Qiao Lan too enthusiastically. Qiao Lan frowned and walked over, standing one meter away from the car and greeted the second sister Qiao.
The second sister Qiao looks at Qiao Lan, the happier she is, "Where is this going, are you going home?"
Qiao Lan glanced into the car and found that besides Qiao Sister, there were two people behind the car.
"No, go to my friend's house," Qiao Lan took two steps back without a trace.
"How can I go to my friend's house if I don't go home during the holidays? Come and get in the car, and my sister will take you to dinner. We haven't seen each other for a long time, so it was hard to meet and talk."
Qiao Lan finally saw clearly. There was a man and a woman sitting behind the car. She didn't know the man, but the other person looked at her straightforwardly, making people particularly uncomfortable.