Chapter 336: The person he loved the most
Chapter 336: The person he loved the most
Words that rumbled back and forth inside his mind and wouldn't let him think at all.
He remembered when that mysterious voice told him that, he could see 'the other side'.
At first, he didn't understand it, what the hell had it meant? It was his only question, but it wasn't a question he gave much thought to so he couldn't figure it out.
Besides, since he had other things to do, he diverted his attention from the 'gift' he had been given.
But now that he sees this...
And he remembers what that voice said...
His heart began to ache, and soon, his thoughts became a little clearer as he fell to the ground, breathing heavily.
'Haah, Haah, what... Why? What the hell is that place? Why was she there? Why? Why?
Why did I see her? She... She... She... Still alive? Where is this?
Where is it and where can I look for it? Shit...' He thought as his body jerked slightly in pain.
The moments they both spent together hit his head like a gale at that moment when he remembered her voice.
She was the woman he missed the most in this world.
The love of his life.
The first woman he fell in love with and the first in everything in his life.
Tears soon began to flow, realizing that he would not even be able to see that beautiful moon again as he had returned to the infinite darkness.
Remembering the woman he most wanted to save but whose fate most prevented him from doing so is a hard blow for any man.
For Tang Yin...
It is no exception.
Even so...
What tormented him most wasn't his memories...
It was those three words.
'The other side... Death? She... That place is the place of the dead?' Tang Yin thought with difficulty, and pain gripped him tightly after thinking about that...
"AGHHHHHHHHH, Shit, shit, shit, shit!" He said angrily, while punching himself.
He slightly felt what was happening and wanted to be wrong.
He longed to be wrong, so he didn't want to think about it, but...
The more he tried to forget about it, the more his beloved's voice echoed in his ears, and the more he thought about it...
Because of her voice...
It was identical.
But...
At the same time...
It was different.
It was her voice, but there was a strangeness in the voice that perhaps only Tang Yin could notice in this world...
'Shit...' He thought in pain, and his eyes wouldn't stop crying...
'It's the pain of death...' He went through his mind at that moment as he continuously thrashed, trying to stop thinking about it.
'This... This could be a fake scene... AHHHHHHHH, SHIT, SHUT UP BASTARD!' he screamed inside himself as the thoughts came back and forth.
He felt the joy, the excitement, the happiness, the longing as he saw her.
He felt that hearing her voice had been an incredible bliss for which he felt like being grateful...
But when he remembered her voice and the ripples in her voice...
He couldn't help but feel the pain as he remembered the pain that came from her mouth when she spoke.
She didn't show anything.
On the outside, it was her original voice, the one he remembered. A voice that made him fall in love, how could he not remember it and not know what it sounded like?
But...
In that beautiful voice...
There seemed to be a hint of pain. One that only the Divine Soul might be able to understand.
To find and to hear.
Tang Yin felt so good to hear her and felt so stunned at that moment that he couldn't help but close his ears so that he could record her voice in his soul.
But...
Maybe that was the mistake.
Possibly, if he hadn't closed his physical ears, he wouldn't have noticed a problem. But since he did...
He realized there was something wrong with her tone of voice.
'It's the voice of death...' He thought and calmed down finally.
Of course, he knew.
She died in his arms.
He could not save her.
Though he tried to give his vitality to keep her alive, in the end, he achieved nothing.
That's why grief gripped his soul from that moment on, even though he loved to remember her.
Still, he knew. He understood that she was dead, so it shouldn't be strange for him to realize that she had that strangeness in her voice.
But...
To see her again...
Hearing her again...
It gave him hope that she might have been reincarnated, as well as him.
Even when he was dazed at the time and couldn't move, inside his heart hope was born that she was alive.
That's why, now that he realized the strangeness in her voice, it was so painful to him.
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All the hope that had returned to him disappeared almost without a trace for a moment.
'Death...' He thought as he steadied himself, lying on the floor.
It's something you can't fight against once it happens.
You can fight it before it's a reality, there are ways to fight death.
But...
Once this is completed, there is no turning back.
Perhaps in this case, Tang Yin may be a strangeness, and he knows it is not due to himself.
There had to be interference from something for him to be able to reincarnate and keep his memories.
Still, he doesn't understand what allowed it, despite having some ideas in his head.
But not everyone is that lucky.
And he knows it's not a given.
Once death is complete, you can't fight it.
Even when 'abysses' exist, they do not house the dead, as the legends say.
For that reason, there is no place where the dead are. Perhaps the soul is dispersed, or perhaps they go to a place where it is impossible to access.
Tang Yin had an empty look on his face as he thought about all these things.
His thoughts were in chaos, trying to make sense of what was happening.
But, in the end, he could simply sigh.
'An illusion created to fulfill the wish to see her again...' Tang Yin thought and smiled a little as he realized that this was what it was all about.