Debut or Die

Chapter 333

Episode 333

Lee Se-jin also speculated about the ‘secret’ of Park Moon-dae in his own way.

And some of them were unrealistic, but I thought they made a lot of sense.

‘Are you Park Moon-dae’s cousin?’

In fact, Park Mun-dae, whom he knew, was an older person, but it was speculated that he was using the identity of a younger brother due to the situation.

Of course, when I recalled the reason, my reasoning was fuzzy to an absurd level, so I quit right away.

‘Because I said I’d tell you.’

While listening to those words, he accurately picked out Moondae Park’s sense of incongruity and was recognized by him.

Still, because I had been guessing for a while, there was a time when even a spy from North Korea suddenly came up with a reasoning.

It’s because the way he overdoes it to produce results for amnesia and even the way he adjusts public opinion fit perfectly.

Of course, I immediately laughed and passed it on.

‘It’s not a drama, what kind of spy is this?’

But now, Park Moon-dae said something more unrealistic than that.

-I’m not a Bakmundae, I’m back in the past.

It was a remark worthy of a pseudo-teacher.

I broke out in a cold sweat.

‘what?’

dream… Aren’t dreams usually like this?

Lee Se-jin unknowingly turned his hand behind him and pinched his thigh.

‘Ah damn it.’

… It hurt.

In the meantime, Park Moon-dae continued to speak.

“… I was originally a civil servant named Ryu Gun-woo.”

“… … .”

“The video call you saw yesterday was with that body, and Park Moon-dae is currently in there.”

Lee Se-jin tried to answer calmly.

“ah… okay?”

What does ‘yes’ mean to freeze to death?

I had to think properly and react, but this was just what came out of my mouth.

Lee Se-jin stood still and tried to figure out what Moon-dae Park meant… .

“okay. I can make a video call again right now if you want. Shall we check?”

Going crazy.

“… hmm.”

Lee Se-jin was confused. I was speechless now.

At that moment, Park Moon-dae, who was looking at himself in a daze, smiled bitterly.

“You won’t believe it.”

“… !”

“what… I thought so.”

Park Moon-dae said as if it was not a big deal.

“That’s why I’ve been putting off talking until now, and there’s no particular visible evidence. It is all testimony.”

But the body language of the other person said otherwise.

His friend was in a cold sweat.

‘ah… .’

Lee Se-jin was completely dizzy. And contradictory, but at the same time, he woke up as if he was electrocuted or bitten by ice.

Is Park Moon-dae, the person he knows, the kind of person who would say something that would not work in this situation?

‘no.’

Absolutely not.

There was no way the guy who performed concerts in a natural way even with cracked ribs could not be the guy who kept up his schedule even though he couldn’t sleep.

He had never seen anyone who lived as fiercely as Park Moon-dae.

And if he wasn’t mistaken, his friend was sincere now.

“I knew you would suspect it was a mental illness. therefore… .”

“no.”

“… … .”

Lee Se-jin moved his legs and walked.

Then, with the table in between, I sat across from Moondae Park.

“I will listen, so speak slowly.”

“… !”

Then, after a short surprise, a faint expression passed on Park Mun-dae’s face.

laugh.

It was a brief relief.

“Is it so?”

And Park Moon-dae’s words became a little more natural.

“then… To begin with, it was a few months before Azusa when I woke up at Bakmundae.”

From then on, the story started to unfold from an unexpected perspective on a story that Lee Se-jin knew well.

?Re-listing! Park Moon-dae, who participated in Idol Co., Ltd.

Of course, there were stories that were hard to understand.

“They said that if I didn’t become an idol, I would die.”

“Mmm.”

They say that some kind of instruction is floating in the air, but Lee Se-jin kept his mouth shut because the symptoms of psychosis really came to mind.

‘that is… Was it schizophrenia?

Of course, Lee Se-jin was not interested in this field and had no intention of looking into it, so I couldn’t be sure, but fortunately, I was able to soften the impression soon.

This is because Park Mun-dae did not appear to be suffering from delusions of persecution or going back and forth.

More than anything, I didn’t want to question Park Moon-dae right now. It didn’t seem like that.

So instead, I just listened.

with a light match.

“okay.”

“Um, that’s right.”

He even made a joke like this.

“Then, is that why I became close with Ahyeon? Are you doing well in the future?”

Although, of course, there were bones.

At that time, Park Moon-dae looked at himself with a slightly comfortable face and smiled.

“I had no intention of becoming friends, but what about the guy who treated me in a bundle?”

Park Moon-dae said that some of the debutants he had heard of as a public official were not Lee Se-jin or Sun Ah-hyun.

“ah.”

I didn’t intend to do it in this situation, but it was a little pleasant.

In the end, whatever the truth, it means that it was really Park Moon-dae’s pure kindness that solved the composite picture of his cigarette.

‘It’s funny, really.’

Even while listening to these unrealistic stories, I was immersed in the end and arguing about these things.

In the meantime, the story of Park Moon-dae passed his debut and entered the testa activity period.

And among them, there were contents that were so unrealistic that they seemed to fit one empty spot in a puzzle.

“He’s the guy who came back before me.”

“… !”

VTIC Chungrye.

“… … Go Cheongryeo.”

“I guess you decided not to attach it.”

“What kind of senior are you on this board? really… .”

After all, he was a real madman.

Park Moon-dae only informed that Cheong-ryeo had returned to the past in moderation. And, in order to know the future knowledge, Lee Se-jin read between the lines, even though he was threatening himself.

The nonsense of Cheongryeol.

‘… Aren’t you a psychopath?’

If Park Mun-dae did not properly inform him of his future knowledge, he might have really tried to kill him out of anger.

Goosebumps ran up my spine.

However, Park Moon-dae’s attitude was bizarrely gentle.

“Don’t worry, I’m pretty conscious now.”

It wasn’t a simple ‘reporting it, we’ll lose too, so let’s move on’.

Park Moon-dae’s unique generosity in close human relationships.

‘… They shared the same experience.’

Lee Se-jin hit it short and suppressed the rising antipathy.

In fact, even now, his sense of reality has long since exceeded the permissible limit.

Besides, the next bomb was waiting.

“And speaking of Chungwoo hyung… They are my relatives.”

“… !”

“It’s the same Poongsan Ryu. The village is closer than I thought.”

As if putting another puzzle together, the situation became clearer.

Why did Park Moon-dae avoid Ryu Cheong-wu and became close friends after becoming roommates recently?

And when the two of you go out

“… I went out to meet Ryu Gun-woo.”

“… … .”

Park Mun-dae did not mention the accident of his parents and Ryu Cheong-wu, but the structure was sufficiently completed with just that.

‘So, Chungwoo-hyung… .’

Oddly enough, has the attitude toward Park Moon-dae changed recently?

All circumstances fit. In the end, Lee Se-jin emotionally acknowledged Park Moon-dae’s excuse that he was ‘caught up’.

In addition, Park Moon-dae also took care of the explanation for the next person.

“Bae Se-jin hyung knew it was Chuseok. I was at his brother’s house. I don’t know the details at all.”

“… … .”

Going that far, Lee Se-jin began to feel even a slight sense of shame.

‘It wasn’t anything special, but… … .’

The explanation of Park Moon-dae he had heard so far was unrealistic enough to doubt his ears, but there was a neatness that came out of agony.

Lee Se-jin could easily picture how impatient he must have been to tell this nonsense to himself.

‘I wouldn’t do that.’

he murmured frankly.

“… Sorry. by urging.”

Park Moon-dae laughed.

“You deserved it. When did you say something?”

Even after that, Moondae Park’s experience was organized through his mouth.

In fact, Park Moon-dae omitted daydreaming in a coma and some truth checks that need not be said, but the content was still extensive.

And Park Moon-dae was always sincere and tried to answer Lee Se-jin’s questions truthfully without evasive words.

Often seen when bluffing or lying… There was no obsession with useless details or repeating the same words.

“… … .”

Thanks to this, Lee Se-jin found himself completely immersed in this unrealistic story.

And the story has flowed to the most recent incident.

Park Moon-dae, who briefly returned to Ryu Gun-woo’s body.

“… That’s how I came back to the point of riding the grand prize and gave my acceptance speech. That’s why I suddenly forgot to dance.”

Park Mun-dae, who should have arranged the end like that, finished his speech as if he was relieved.

“this… It’s my ‘circumstance’.”

“… … .”

Lee Se-jin saw Park Moon-dae.

Then he got up and brought water. Park Mun-dae did not hesitate and took the plastic bottle and put it to his mouth.

And until Park Mun-dae almost emptied half of the water, Se-jin Lee silently organized his thoughts.

‘how is it?’

how is it I’m dying of confusion I can’t quite understand… I wonder how unrealistic it can be.

‘The drama won’t be this far.’

I was immersed in it because of the speaker’s attitude, but my head is saying something else.

At least, as Park Moon-dae said, there is no visible evidence.

but… .

“Now I see. Did you put it off because you thought I wouldn’t believe this?”

“… … .”

“Certainly, Moondae knows me well. But… I should have known this.”

Sejin Lee smiled.

“You really believe what I say~”

“… … !”

Is it realistic that Lee Se-jin successfully debuted and is touring and performing concerts in front of tens of thousands of people as a popular first-team idol?

If he had known the future half a year before < Azusa > came out, he would have laughed at the person who told him about it and chewed on the hopeless reality.

but didn’t you

‘I was with him.’

Perhaps that was more unrealistic for Lee Se-jin.

So he stopped laughing and answered seriously.

“You kept doing that. so i will do the same I believe in Park Moondae.”

“… … .”

Lee Se-jin added like a joke.

“Again, if I believe you, the results are always good. Are all the members like that? Park Moon-dae should have done better.”

At that moment, Park Moon-dae laughed.

“… thanks.”

Park Moon-dae emptied half of the remaining water.

Lee Se-jin pretended not to know that the hand holding the plastic bottle was shaking slightly.

Instead, he realized again how absurd he was and how much he was still accepting.

‘I slept all over.’

All sorts of thoughts and reasoning seemed to be going on all night, but Lee Se-jin didn’t show it.

Then, it seemed that Park Moon-dae started to tell all kinds of thoughts.

“You should have known it when you heard it.”

His friend, who had crumpled a plastic bottle, muttered hesitantly.

“I didn’t originally intend to become an idol. I might have been disappointed.”

What the hell is he talking about?

“Park Moon-dae, are you an idiot?”

“what?”

“You love being an idol so much, but you say something like, ‘I didn’t mean to do it originally~’.”

“… !”

“Here, where is the person who said he would become an idol from the beginning… If you’re trying to live, it’s fine, it’s fine.”

Park Moon-dae’s expression became a bit bewildered.

“Anyway, what should I call it? Do you call me Geonwoo? Geonwoo geonwoo?”

As if Park Mun-dae deliberately told him to hate it, Park Mun-dae was actually a bit fed up.

The atmosphere lightened a bit.

“it’s okay. How many years have you lived in this state?”

“okay. It’s because we’re from survival groups, but these days everyone uses stage names. Moondae Park is also your name.”

“… … .”

“Isn’t that right, Mundaemundae?”

“… okay.”

Sejin Lee smiled.

In fact, before returning to the past, I suddenly had the urge to ask if I hadn’t heard anything about myself, but I held back.

‘It wouldn’t have been nice.’

If it hadn’t been for Park Moondae, he would have voluntarily dropped out due to controversy over school violence… Even if Park Mun-dae knew about himself, it would not have been very good news.

So instead I said:

“thank you. It must have been hard to say, but please tell me.”

“… … .”

“Honestly, it was dizzy to say something like ‘There are letters that only I can see in this world’, right? I could see that I was completely embarrassed… Wap!”

“Noisy.”

“haha!”

Avoiding Park Moon-dae’s hand, Sejin Keun smiled coolly.

That day, Park Moon-dae and Lee Se-jin had a long conversation before going to bed to get in shape for the concert.

“Then how old were you originally? “

“… Before I return, I will be 29 years old.”

“Oh, can I call you? older brother?”

“it’s okay.”

“and… yes. After all, I’m a professional idol. It’s best to be young than to be treated like an elder… Wow! I dodged it this time!”

“Chit.”

It was mostly nonsense. However, it was a strange feeling to have a personal story that I had never heard before subtly unravel.

“… You’re from a very prestigious university at Moondaemun University! Isn’t it a waste?”

“It’s not worth it. Not even money.”

Park Moon-dae seemed comfortable.

So Lee Se-jin didn’t have to regret getting angry with his friend over useless things.

There wasn’t a drop of alcohol, but the conversation flowed well and ended with a deep foundation.

It was a new layer of trust.

and the next day.

Unlike yesterday, Lee Se-jin recovered his original sense on the stage where he went up without any awkwardness.

‘Good good!’

He put on Cha Yu-jin and Sun Ah-hyun on both sides to show off a nice ad-lib, then came down humming after a splendid encore.

And the moment I tried to find Park Moon-dae.

“Looks like you did a good job reconciling.”

“… !”

Sejin Lee looked back at the leader of the group who briefly tapped his shoulder.

Liu Qingyu smiled lightly.

‘It looks obvious.’

Sejin Lee immediately lowered his head.

“Brother, I am so sorry! Have I been like that these past few days?”

“no. I was fine. Just because I saw it… I tried to play around a bit in case it would be difficult for the two of you.”

“… … .”

remote?

Come to think of it, suddenly last night the meeting time the next day was delayed by about three hours.

I thought it was because of the schedule adjustment.

“I don’t think the meeting time was delayed… .”

“Yeah what… Everyone did that to recover their stamina.”

It made it easy for the two of them to talk.

“… thank you.”

“It’s a group like us. Of course, these things must match each other for a long time. Everyone said yes right away.”

Liu Qingyu laughed. Sejin Lee was speechless for a moment.

It is because he thought that there would be no one as sincere as he was in doing his best to ensure that this group would be maintained well until the maximum possible lifespan.

‘… No matter how much it was, I was worried that if I had a yearly leave, I would lose all of them due to individual activities.’

that… Lee Se-jin admitted that it might have been a bit conceited.

In the meantime, Liu Cheng-wu’s words continued.

“Sejin and Sejin Bae suggested it first. I was very worried about you two.”

“I’m glad it worked out. Oh, there it is.”

Following Ryu Cheong-woo’s chin, I turned my head and saw Bae Se-jin talking with Park Moon-dae holding a towel next to the steel structure.